Mañana

So I’ve made a deal with myself.

You might ask, how does it feel now?

I’ve promised to not let it hurt anymore. And not complain even if it does. 

I’ve been left behind a bit. Long strides were never my pride. 

Did you not hear that I’ve been crying out for help? 

But you’ve seen a gleaming light and are sprinting toward it. You’re unstoppable. 

Can I possibly blame you?

Have fun, you. Lots of it. Just remember that I’ll be thinking of you. Of the flashes of light, and the laughter. I’ll be smiling to myself as I walk alone. 

I will reach the Sun someday. Perhaps on my own. But the road is long and tiresome. I might even find some company. 

I’ll keep a sharp eye out, and my hopes up. 

For you. For mañana.